| hi guys! Yup so lets see what happened today... I woke up around 10 and did nothing but hung out in my Pjs and watched trash TV. Then I got another wonderful letter from my Mike in the mail! He's coming home in 4 days in sooo excited! Yup then I went to open gym thingy w/ Lexi for cheerleading. I went over to her house and we just acted like dorks and watched the movie A Walk to Remember <-- sooo good! Well write more later!
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I just got a letter in the mail from Mike. It was so amazing it made me cry. heres part of it
" And I dunno it seems like all I can ever think about is you. Honestly that isn't a bad thing at all though. I really miss you Katie and I know saying sorry won't do anything but I am sorry. I think you know that by now. I hope you will forgive me and we can start over again. -Love Mike"
::update:: Ah today has turned out to be one of the best days EVER! Alright so I went to go see Anchorman @ 3 w/ Mel, Lexi, and Ben (awesome movie!) Then we went over to Ben's house and guess who was there...... Mike! I was so excited! He ran up to me and gave me a huge hug. I guess hes home for the weekend because he has his aunts wedding and he had free time tonight! Ah everythings working out im so happy! Good things never EVER happen to me. I mean I'm always the kid that has to deal w/ all the shit... I guess god has finally decided to be nice to me. Oh and guess what.... Its offical Im not going home to FL to live w/ mom and her crazy boyfriend from hell... Im staying w/ my wonderful dad! ahhh im so happy!!! What a great day! I have an amazing boyfriend, I get to live my crazy cool dad, go to the school I actualy like, and live the life ive missed... how can it get better!!
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| Did I miss your call again? No, you never called.
It was a thought inside my head.
Did I take the fall again?
I should have paid attention, to all the words you said.
'Cause I lost today, I'm not okay.
Heartbreak, fake smile. And 2000 miles.
I checked my caller id.
There was every number, but the one I wanna see.
I've been falling apart.
Since you've been gone, I don't know where I need to start.
'Cause I lost today, I'm not okay.
Heartbreak, fake smile. And 2000 miles.
Away he is, I can't live in this,
Heartbreak, fake smile. And 2000 miles.
If I told you that I loved you,
Would it matter at all?
If I told you that I need you,
Would you catch me if I fall? Fall
'Cause I lost today, I'm not okay.
Heartbreak, fake smile. And 2000 miles.
Away he is, I can't live in this,
Heartbreak, fake smile. And 2000 miles.
^^ what an awesome song ^^
-- I miss you baby so much.. im such an idiot --
* heading home in 8 days *  <-- eh' i dunno if i wanna go home or not
-- Katie
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what_went_wrong_it_was_supposed_to_be_PERFECT <---- to you Mike
i'm sick of all the heat
you can taste the hate in the air
running through this family, uncomfortably
it's burning me
is anybody there
in your eyes there's nothing to see
just because your dreams have died
don't drag me down, i've still got mine
- smile empty soul -
I love those lyrics... oh so true they are.
So yup summer has well ...... sucked mostly.... no surprise there.Im still in NH w/ my dad
... thats not to bad actualy its pretty decent... better then FL w/ my mom and her crazy
boyfriend and his kids from hell. I forgot how awesome NH really is. Well more like how
awesome SOME of the people are. I mean I HATED it when I lived here but nowI look
back and realize I had it really easy then... hey I guess thats life you live and you learn.
Yeah thats how it is. Mike and I tried to have a " more then just friends relationship" as
he puts it... but once again it didn't work. Which really sucks the big one because I really
did and DO like him.... he's an awesome kid... he can always cheer me up and make
me feel like im the center of his world. But we ended it with a retarded fight now hes off
to camp for 2 weeks and by the time he gets out ill be gone. I have NO luck when it
comes to guys.LIFE FUCKING SUCKS SOMETIMES!!
 Katie
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I miss him Ill write about today and stuff later...
